I feel sad guys ~ I'm not being dramatic as I used to be before, I promissed myself that I'd never post this kind of stuff unless I'm really in need of support.
again, my Sweet Squirrel is coming from Mexico and I feel awful because I have no money left, not even a penny to spend when she gets here ... and I've tried to create a Paypal account but my country (Paraguay) isnt in the list so .. it'd be awful.
A friend of mine told me to get a credit card but ... as I'm unemployed and in my country it's even harder to get a job if you have debts, which also means that a credit card is a REALLY BAD IDEA.
btw, I'm NOT
begging for money. I'm just letting you guys know the reason why I'm feeling down lately.
I wanted it to be something like this ... as we're not animals, it'd be a real live scene of the two of us eating dinner together in a pretty romantic place.
I'm writting this because I've sent my resumee to many places and I'm pretty nervous, I'm only asking for a ''You can do it, Chumi'' comment, because I really need a job and I'll break down if I dont get one, all I want is to know is that I'm not alone and to stand up again with your support and go for it again as the man I'm suppossed to be for my princess.