Distance? Without Bg

Well, I wanted this drawing without bg for a while, today I decided to edit it. Hope you like it.
... there's nothing much about this drawing ... I just drew it the day before my Bf Larry and I broke up.
I didnt understand why, but whenever I see this drawing, I wonder, why did I draw it. It made me think a lot about love. because I ... I'm a idiot when it comes to love .. I am like the worst person to be with but still, there are people who have asked me to be their mate. People who say I'm awesome and stuff like that.
I just answer them ''I'm like that cause I'm Chumi'' , but in the inside, I KNOW I'm not like that. I'm not that 'superhero' they see, they say I am.
Now, I've got to tell you guys .. I dont want a bf for a long time, its been REALLY difficult for me to show affection ... to say I LOVE YOU, because, sincerely ... I love Larry, not you :/. It may hurt you, darling, but it's the truth. I love the guy you see in the drawing, I love him. It wont change for a while. Now ALL I want is to have fun with my friends and .. that's it. I want to be happy with MYSELF, before thinking about love someone again.